Tomorrow is the Day.

Tomorrow is the day that I will take the first section of the CPA exam.

I'm excited, but I'm also a little nervous.

Right now, I feel relaxed and I feel pretty okay, but I keep hearing these lies that I'm not studying hard enough, or I haven't worked hard enough, or that I'm going to have a panic attack as soon I sit down for the test and nothing I try to do will help. Lies.

So I have some prayer requests:

1. That I not choose to be anxious, but that I completely walk in faith during the test. Right now I'm okay, but satan is attacking and there is still 27 hours until my test.

2. That I slow down when taking my test. I took a practice exam yesterday, which was EXACTLY like the real exam, right down to the way the buttons work and how the timer works (also, it was a full four hour exam, just like the real one). I got done an hour an half before the 4 hours was up. I barely passed with a 75, which is really good, but I need to slow down, because some of the questions I missed were because I read over it too fast and had I slowed down, I probably would have gotten it correct.

3. I need to live in faith that God is truly sovereign and that whatever happens is the best for me. Passing may not be the best....maybe it is. Whatever happens though, is what God intended. Easy to say, hard to accept and fully believe and trust in your heart with.

I think that is really all I have. Jesus is the only way I can get through this without going crazy and losing myself in the CPA exam...prayer has had such a huge impact. My mom has been telling me how she's been praying for me this week and looking back I see how balanced and good my studying has been throughout the week...God is so good and faithful. So thanks for your prayer :) It means more to me than you know.