The last one....

This is it.

The last section of the CPA exam.

Maybe not the last one I'll take, because I haven't gotten the scores back.

But the last "first time" I'll take it.

Preparing for these exams has been an up and down, rough and tumble experience.

I think mostly I've learned what it is to trust in God, what it is to love Him over worrying and what it is to choose joy over my circumstances.

I've been reflecting a lot about how God's plan is just so amazingly better than I could have ever imagined...it humbles me that I see it, yet I still choose to worry and "take control".

From here on out, I am determined to hold fast to God's will and to trust in that completely.

I pretty much can guarantee that I won't be perfect at this all the time, but I want to look to Him when things are hard and I want to choose to abide in Him.

4 Then I will go to the altar of God,
To God my exceeding joy;
And upon the lyre I shall praise You, O God, my God.
5 Why are you in despair, O my soul?
And why are you disturbed within me?
Hope in God, for I shall again praise Him,
The help of my countenance and my God.
Psalm 43:4-5