Last Week of School...EVER

This is a crazy feeling. I don't know that I feel like I am going to miss school so much...but I do think it will be an adjustment.

I've been in school for 18 years of my life. All I have ever known is the seasonality of a school year.

My mom told me the hardest thing will be getting used to always working and not having a three month break for summer or a month long break for Christmas.

I think she is right on the money. I feel like I survive and countdown until the next "break". I won't be able to do that anymore. I won't have the break to look forward to. It will be life from here on out...and there won't be a month long break.

I feel ready though.

Not like I'm going to not have to adjust, but I feel like this time in my life is definitely meant to be drawing to a close. I feel like it is the natural movement of my life.

You know what I'm really excited about? I'm really excited about getting married, about starting life with Reed, about getting to come home to him every night, about being able to finally be one in marriage.

I'm can't wait for it.

Every day I look at him, how nerdy he is, how sensitive to me he is, how spectacular he is, how he loves the Lord, how encouraging he is and how laid back he is.

God made him for me. He had a sovereign plan and from the womb, Reed was molded for me and I for him.

Doesn't mean its going to be perfect or that either of us are always going to act the way we should.

But I look at our two dispositions and just am in awe...I could never have imagined someone as amazing as him to be my husband. I just lack the capacity to dream that up.

So all in all, even though life is changing...I really couldn't be happier!