no more school or work...

wow, i do not know what to do with myself right now.

thats a lie, i do know what i should do. i should stop wasting time online and go clean and be productive. i should spend some sweet time with the Lord and then do some work around the apartment. its amazing how my soul longs for that, but my flesh longs to sit and not put effort into everything.

here is my first confession on this blog...i have to actively fight my laziness. it is not easy for me to get motivated. and even though i enjoy reading my bible a heck of a lot more than i enjoy sitting mindlessly at my computer, sometimes i really have to fight the urge to sit here and let my mind be numb. i think i buy into satan's lie that it is the fun and good to sit and do nothing purposeful. but then that is his goal...to make me do nothing purposeful. i often have to take a step back and look at the entirity of the situation before i realize that i am doing the exact thing that satan desires...making myself ineffective through my own laziness.

ugh. well, here is my first step to fight the temptation today. i'm going to stop blogging. and then i'm going to go have a fruitful day. :) :)

God is good and oh so patient. Thank you Lord!